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swelling with anxiety  in an apathetic cell

  walls conforming to my shape

suffocating dreams

 asphyxiating thoughts 

lost and untouched

by sanity filled air

gasping for truth 

to end the nightmare

breath ceases action 

constricted by fate

it ends me 

 

rant...

lack of response, anger, avoiding, unhappy, not important, do not care, nobody does, i, me, he, she, none of them, separation, angst, apart, forever, not happening

jasper

Growling in a language all his own

Mawling hands that dare to get close

Cuddling in the morning

Nibbling in the afternoon

Music

Smoldering,warm,temptous sound

vibrating through golden wood

Tones dripping from fingers

Rosined horse hair

Pulling across wired strings

Balancing between board and bridge

Creating sound